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Now You Don​’​t

by blondewater

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1.
As in days of ol year I come to thee in music For behold As in days gone by did I not come to a man who was in bondage and captivity? Yay I came to him in music! And was he not liberated? Was he not made free When he was bowed down? Yay I come to my people this night In music Yay and in yester year Yay I came to the people in the wind And in the wind did I come did I come did I come Yay in the wind I did come come come
2.
But you wanted to be A BIG star that you won't believe But you already know You don't know which size's available Don't you want it to be? Be. Well, don't you wanna believe it? Yah, BIG star but you won't concede it But you want it so did we But no ones gonna take They'd leave her too But don't you wanna believe?
3.
Alright Maybe, you I just want to "say" And I just want to "do" (I'd never) A peerless shell would make you cry And I just want to say: (oh no no no no no) That god will go away Not to mourn
4.
I'mmmm gonna kill myself! I'm gonna kill MYself U wanted 2 die Never really wondered why You'd never wanna breathe what did you wanna say? So you wanna leave, tomorrow? It's just... the world will hide you, too And I know why Just so you know we're hidin too Am I free, yet? Distant moment you're hiding, too And I've noticed A distant moment we die U wanted 2 die Never really wondered why You'd never wanna breathe again Whatchu wanna say? Never want a trip, I know Did you wanna see Did anyone? Whatdidugot2say? Wanted me to leave Tomorrow That the world would hide me too And I know why Distant moment we hide and seek And I know you want it Just so you know were hidin, see? And I know why Distant moment inside I'll go U wanted 2 die Never really wondered why You'd ever wanna leave (Somebody doesn't like logic)
5.
I will make some shit up I will make it up I will fucking make it up Where are we? (The children are screaming. Dear god, yes...) Fuck the children! (Stop..........Stop) I won't stop! I don't care about them (Shut up. Shut up) I don't care about the children (They don't care about you either, It's okay) They don't fucking give a shit!
6.
Bubblegum 02:34
*lying looking up at the ceiling and the water in your head was not dissimilar from the landscape and you think to yourself why is it that the landscape...* I lick the salt From sweaty skin Then bubblegum Popped around her chin No more lying next to her Pictures of you Life's filled with grain Black and white And out of frame When I choke on pills They remind me of her Flat and blue and miniature I'm not so sure I don't know why Three dark words dropped on the sly Tempered to relate (You know she won’t) I lick the salt From sweaty skin bubblegum popped around her chin Picked you up I wonder why would you elect for me to die? Fake enough to reason to rely
7.
Ashtray 02:14
I know you've walked in... I don't really say You know you can't say I won't nearly work with you today I don't really want to (I don't say) But you wanted to, right? I know you need me I'm no cure I'd save the "wanting" You don't really worry bout what you say You don't really... know what? You don't pray (I've seen you) Although you want it I'd been more than down I've seen you out there Suckin on a taste of what it's like I just wanna turn back cheaper thoughts Uh-oh Look at your ashtray today I know you want to You don't wanna say I've seen you out there Never really cared bout what you thought I just want to take you on the spot, tomorrow I've seen you out there Sunken on a song I've seen the warning I just wanna care bout you someday I just really wanted you to sway No Ha-ha Look at your ashtray today
8.
If you cry No, I won't ask why If you need me You can't have me Today If there's doubt Eternity inside-out An impromptu Not to lead you away Any number won't believe Cuz they want to on TV On and on end of the world If you want to If you cry No I won't ask why If you need me You can't have me Today If you cry No I won't ask why If you need me You can't have me Today
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She's lickin it perfect what she left on the stir stick Sugar Beside a rose-tinted window She reads Arthur Rimbaud Never really knows how to feel But she's gonna pretend She'll make you believe Don't leave You never even came But she's gonna pretend She'll make you believe But she's god of pretend She'll make you bleed
11.
Medusa 02:23
Got those eyes that stretch for miles To a far away city-ty-ty-ty-ty Oh, Medusa Got me set in stone Oh, reduce her Now I'm fallin down Oh, Medusa Got me sittin stoned Oh, reduce her Now I'm fallin down Your feelings dawn on bays in San Francisco The feelings gone I'll just turn back Realize what you do to me Got those eyes that stretch for miles To a faraway city-ty-ty-ty-ty-ty-ty Oh, Medusa Got me set in stone Oh, reduce her Now I'm fallin down Your feelings dawn on bays In San Francisco The feelings gone I'll just turn back
12.
Ain't hard to tell When the trash is full But I doubt I'll take it out Looks like the ivy Stole my bike again It don't matter Take it Wow But you know I will But you know I'll come I'll come too much But you know I care But you know I'll come I don't do what you ask My girlfriend's cool And she tries to understand inchin out but I don't notice Looks like July stole my heart again But I'd never take.. I'd nev... But you know I'm thinkin too far You're gone I heard you were
13.
Just one more kiss with a peppermint Too bad bad love has taken precedent now Just one more touch with an element Too bad you've never been to hell again Just one more fuck with no consequence Too bad we've lost everything now What equals 2 + 11? Oh, no You're bad luck for heaven and now Just one more kiss with a peppermint Too bad bad love's taken precedent Bye
14.
Turn away Fuck your cold breeze I won't sing anymore Run away and your cool breeze Tonight don't wanna see you I don't mind But you wanted to Run away Fuck your cool breeze I won't see you anymore Send em away fuck their cruel breeze And I won't stay round to mourn wanting to hide And I dont want to I dont want to watch nannanaan cool breeze I can't breathe anymore blahblahblabh cool breeze I won't say anymore I wantedto.. coool breeze I can't see you agh I want to won't say anymore IIIII don't know cool breeze
15.
You said Something Won't apologize for nothin I'm still here beside you

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released June 6, 2021

All songs written, played and recorded by R.W. Elmore

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